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November 07

旅行

苏州之行又一次无疾而终,想想今年就一直窝在了上海。因为工作的原因没能去厦门。东极岛,南京,杭州,也是种种原因未能成行。。。
看着青岛之行的照片,最开心的一次旅行,真怀念那些无忧无虑,没有工作,没有项目,没有用户的日子。
想旅行了~~~
September 13

没礼貌的小孩

        今天去锻炼,更衣室碰到一对母女。小孩大概五六岁,另一个小女孩刚游完泳,大概是看到自己的同龄,好奇吧,一直看着那小孩。小孩突然恶狠狠的说,看什么看小不点,语气堪比和人吵架的更年期妇女,真是让人吃惊啊。。。但是,那个当妈妈的,只是说,你不能这么说,自己也不是个小不点么,居然也没有教育她要讲礼貌之类的,真是汗啊。。。
        锻炼完去洗澡,又碰到那对母女了,看了看那小孩,眼神凶恶的看着所有其他人,真是怀疑她的真实年龄。。。
        结婚还有准备结婚的各位千万要注意以后宝宝的教育啊。。。
August 30

你不是真正的快乐

人群中哭着
你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会
梦或痛或心动了
你已经决定了
你已经决定了
你静静忍着
紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
而回忆越是甜
就是越伤人了
越是在手心留下
密密麻麻深深浅浅的刀割
你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳
这世界笑了
於是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则
不是你的选择
於是你含着眼泪
飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞的走着
你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳
你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯
完全的癒合
我站在你左侧
却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾
一直到老了
然後才後悔着
你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳
你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯
完全的癒合
我站在你左侧
却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾
一直到老了
你值得真正的快乐
你应该脱下
你穿的保护色
为什麽失去了
还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让悲伤
全部结束在此刻
重新开始活着
August 08

有些人我们一直在错过

有些人很多机会相见的,却总找借口推脱,想见的时候已经没机会了。
有些话有很多机会说的,却想着以后再说,要说的时候,已经没机会了。
有些事有很多机会做的,却一天一天推迟,想做的时候却发现没机会了。
有些爱给了你很多机会,却不在意没在乎,想重视的时候已经没机会爱了。
人生有时候,总是很讽刺。
一转身可能就是一世。
——张爱玲
July 29

silent all these years

excuse me but can I be you for a while
my dog won't bite if you sit real still
got the anti-christ in the kitchen yellin at me again
yeah I can hear that
been saved again by the garbage truck
I got something to say you know but nothing comes
yes I know what you think of me you never shut up
yeah I can hear that but what if I'm a mermaid
in these jeans of his with her name still on it
but I don't care cause sometimes
I said sometimes I hear my voice and it's been here
silent all these years

so you found a girl who thinks really deep thoughts
what's so amazing about really deep thoughts
boy you best pray that I bleed real soon
how that thought for you
my scream got lost in a paper cup
you think there's a heaven where some screams have gone
I got 25bucks and a cracker do you think it's enough
to get us there
cause what if I'm a mermaid in these jeans of his with her name still on it
but I don't care cause sometimes
I said sometimes I hear my voice and it's been here
silent all these 
years go by will I still be waiting for
somebody else to understand 
years  go by if I'm stripped of my beauty 
and the orange cloud raining in my head there 
years go by will I choke on my tears till finally
there is nothing left
one more casualty you know
we're too easy easy easy
well I love the way we commuicate
your eyes focus on my funny lip shape
let's hear what you think of me now
but baby don't look up
the sky is falling
your mother shows up in a nasty dress
it's your turn now to stand where I stand
everybody looking at you and take a hold of my hand
yeah I can hear them
wonder if I'm a mermaid in these jeans of his with her name still on it
but I don't care cause sometimes
I said sometimes I hear my voice
I hear my voice I hear my voice and it's been here

silent all these years

I've been here
silent all these years